Warmth

The thing about cold is really the fear.
That when you venture out into it, heat won't be near
The real question is how far you should go
The direction might be clear but you don't really know
Whether it is a path of resistance or you can go with the flow
The real hard part is leaving your home
Where you know there is warmth and you'll never be alone
But you don't grow in a place where you're warm
Your character doesn't build, your heart doesn't form
Every little thing is normal and nice
Which is part of the reason I can't face the ice
But when you walk out further than before
You push your own limits, expect a little more
I guess this is why I'm afraid of next year
I'm confronted with a choice of the warmth or the fear
The people who love me, the people who care
Want to take me from my comfort zone and see how I fare
Abroad - without all my family and friends
Its not too far, and to me the ends
Justify the means of pushing the envelope
And like I've been taught, I will widen my scope
To learn about culture and people and life
So I'm gonna do it, and cause myself some strife
Broaden my horizons and take advantage of college
Wish me luck, I'm gonna gain some knowledge.

Chillin with Suj - Written Oct 6th

Yesterday I had a really good talk

With a guy I sometimes wish I could mock

He’s a dancer, he’s crazy, he can pop, lock and drop

His look is pulled straight out of hip hop

But looks shouldn’t really matter much

Its all about the knowledge, intelligence you can’t touch

We talked about SPOP and life

Decisions to make that were causing us strife

How do we go about it, what do we do?

I got a lot to think about after talking with Jason Su

I’m gonna start thinking and stop this rhyme

I hope we can staff together sometime.

Club Kollas - Clubbing Last Week

I am in class once again
With another tale to tell of when
My roommates and I went clubbing last night
And Anes increased three inches in height
Cuz of heels which were part of the look
It was a Thursday night and we said screw the books
This is week 1 - let's have some fun.
So the four of us, with Kevin in shotgun
Head to Lakeforest, Club Kollas it was called
Free before 10, so our asses we hauled
To get there, and stand in the line
As we were walking, my spmama I would find
And quite a lot of other mutual friends.
We had a lot of fun, it was a really good time
Stepped out of our comfort zone, not chill in Irvyne
This was the beginning of a new school year
Hopefully 3rd year will be just as dear.

Chillin in Stats

Probability, variables, expectations, stats

Its all the same math but its wearing different hats

And trying to remind us of the past year

But I thought 3^rd year meant changing gears

To harder, better, faster, stronger

I can’t take this review any longer

Give me just one interesting class

Teach me something, I just need to pass

My days by with service and school

Show me an exception cuz boredom is the rule

Right now, but it will get hard

I can take the challenge – screw the drop card

Cuz I’m ready to learn and have some fun.

I’ll start taking notes – this rap is done.

948

Stuck in the classroom once again
Started my day at 8AM
Too early, too late. I really don’t know
If I look in the mirror, my eyes will show
A tired, sleepy twinkle in my eye
I’m blinking a lot, but there is no fly
Instead it is the feeling of a really long night
A meeting, a bonfire, a fake card fight
Of mafia, with an angel and cop
People keep coming over, it just don’t stop
I guess our home’s full, we’re never alone
And I always get a call on my cell phone:
“Can we come over, is anyone there?”
They call it Sarah’s place; I guess it’s my lair
But honestly, I’m not even home very much
I’m usually on campus, chilling and such
I’m happy I have such a great place to live
Our space – I know we’re willing to give
To our friends to hang out and enjoy
Anyone can stay over, even a boy >.<
Cuz that’s what home is all about
A place where you can live, scream and shout
So you’re always welcome to 948
(I hope this invitation won’t make my roommates hate)
Cuz college is about friends, family and school
Just like 948 – oh so cool.